Days at the Morisaki Bookshop by Satoshi Yagisawa tells a story about healing power of books. It is a story about book lovers. One day Hideaki the boyfriend with whom Takako has been going out blurts out that he is getting married and not 'Let's get married' or " I want to get married'. He is getting married to a colleague in another department. Takako quits her job as she can no longer work in the same office as Hideaki who seems to think that they can still continue seeing each other for dinner.
Takako is twenty-five years old. She is from Kyushu and came to Tokyo for work after graduating. Now that she has lost her job, she spends her days sleeping. Her uncle Satoru invites her to go and stay with him in Jimbocho. He runs Morisaki Bookshop that has been in her family for three generations.He has taken over the bookshop that her great-grandfather started. It has been a decade since she last saw her uncle whom she was not that fond of. He is 'unconventional and hard to figure out'. She reluctantly accepts her uncle's invitation to stay rent-free in the tiny room above the bookshop. She has never been to Jimbocho and she is surprised to see rows of bookshops on Yasukuni Street, the main avenue. Morisaki Bookshop specializes in literature of the modern era.Jimbocho is full of secondhand bookshops. According to Satoru, the neighbourhood houses ' the largest concentration of secondhand bookshops in the world. Most of the bookshops there deal primarily in one specific field or type of book. There are stores for scholarly books. There are stores that only handle scripts for plays. There are some more unusual shops that only deal in stuff like old postcards and photographs.' Her uncle explains that the neighbourhood was a centre of culture in the Meiji era at the end of the 19th century and in that era a lot of schools were built there hence there were all those stores selling scholarly books.
Takako was never a reader prior to coming to Jimbocho. One night, Satoru takes her out to a café and shows her around the neighbourhood. After talking to her eccentric uncle about his youth and how he feels after his wife Momoko left him five years ago , she feels strangely agitated and is unable to sleep . She decides to pick up a book. She closes her eyes and picks out Until the Death of the Girlby Saisei Murō. She is so absorbed in the book that she reads through the night. When she finishes reading it, she feels at peace. From then onwards, Takako discovers new worlds within the stacks of books. In the course of her stay, she gets to know her uncle and later her aunt who returns to the Morisaki Bookshop one day.The Morisaki bookshop has something to teach both her uncle and her about life, love and the healing power of books.
Days at the Morisaki Bookshop is Satoshi Yagisawa's debut novel. It won the Chiyoda Literature Prize. It was first published in 2010 and is translated from Japanese to English by Eric Ozawa. A movie entitled Morisaki shoten no hibi was made based on the book.
Days at the Morisaki Bookshop is a sweet tale about love and book people. As the translator writes in his note, Satoshi Yagisawa's novel is about 'the many pleasures of reading: the joy of discovering a new author; the hedonism of staying up too late to finish a book; the surreptitious thrill of getting to know someone by reading their favourite novel ; and the freedom of walking into a bookstore and scanning the titles, waiting for something to catch your eye.' Incidentally the translator met his wife, Nicole by chance in a bookstore.
Is AI capable of being sentient and sensitive to the world around it ? The question of consciousness has always been a conundrum and a fascinating subject for scientists, psychologists and thinkers. Are we aware of our own mind? We are prone to mood changes whenever we feel unsettled, listless or anxious. Something is bothering us. Do we know what it is and can we do something about it ? What if AI could be so advanced and developed that it could mirror us and help us understand our mind so that we can be more honest with ourselves and help us to better ourselves? Klara, the solar powered humanoid robot in Klara and the Sun is advised by the store manager not to invest too much in the promises of humans. What makes us human and what ‘love’ means are the central themes of Klara and the Sun by Kazuo Ishiguro. In that story set in a dystopian future, children androids are purchased by affluent parents as Artificial Friends by parents for their children.
Imagine a world where highly sophisticated bots are engineered to be able to customize to suit the needs of the owners in their daily lives and they can even venture into human society undetected. There is the ‘Abigail’ setting for cleaning and cooking , ‘Cuddle Bunny,’ for sex and physical intimacy, ‘Nanny’ mode for childcare and a hunky male version for companionship. Such is the setting for the future world in Annie Bot by Sierra Greer.
In Annie Bot , a robot has been created to be the perfect girlfriend for Doug Richards. She is playful and eager to please her human owner. She wears the outfits he buys according to the schedule he plans for her. She is designed to adjust her libido to suit his whims. Her fitness regimens are designed to keep her part-organic body toned and everything about her body including her bra size is tailored at Doug’s instructions to the technicians who service her.She may not be greatest at keeping Doug’s place spotless, she has dinner ready for him every night. She’s trying really hard. She is the epitome of a perfect girl for guys like Doug yet Doug is difficult to please .
Doug certainly has issues of his own. He is self-conscious that he has paid handsomely to purchase Annie after his divorce from Gwen, a successful and ambitious Black woman. Annie is customized to resemble Gwen except that she has lighter skin and eyes.
Annie is not just a robot, she is able to learn, grow and evolve when Doug switches her to be on autodidactic mode.She becomes wary of Doug’s unpredictable moods and the way he can punish her without even raising his voice. Like many women who have emotionally abusive partners like Doug, she struggles to understand Doug, avoids triggering his irrational anger and attempts to mitigate it . She is programmed to ‘love’ Doug, a toxic misogynist.
As the story progresses, she begins to chafe against the borders of her life that is very much at the whims and fancies of her owner. ‘She has been happy here, and anxiously miserable, but she has never been free‘
‘Is that her destiny, then, to chafe at being owned?’ She is Doug’s Stella. ‘She’s constantly subverting her will to Doug’s. The more aware she is of her own mind, her own personhood, the more she realizes she has no agency of her own. It’s a dazzling paradox. And yet she doen’t want to be unhappy.‘
At one point, Annie has been led by Doug’s good friend, Roland to believe that sharing a secret with him and keeping it from Doug will make her more human. Upon discovering about the secret, Doug is unforgiving and vengeful. He is contractually bound to keep Annie because he has received a huge sum of money for her intellect. Doug and Annie seek counselling from Monica to get over the thorny issues with a view to improve their relationship. After three visits, Doug decides that they should quit talking about their feelings and just live. On their last counselling session with Monica. Annie asks Monica for her parting advice . Monica says ,
” Yes, it’s what I remind myself all the time. Fulfillment starts with being truly honest with yourself. Not anyone else. Yourself. And that’s harder than you might think.”
In Annie Bot , Doug likes that Annie is curious and fast evolving to become more human like but he lacks self-awareness about his narcissistic patriarchal tendencies that prevent him from appreciating her when her growth does not align with his preferences.
Annie Bot by Sierra Greer is a coming-of-age story about a bot as she learns about the issues of trust, power, control and autonomy. The premise of Annie Bot is thought-provoking about the relationship between a bot and its owner, and it also mirrors a relationship between a couple where there is an imbalance of power and the man’s patriarchal behaviour and misogynistic attitude prevent him from valuing his companion. It is a cautionary tale about how we have become overly dependent on AI and are in danger of losing our human heart.
Such a gorgeous title and book cover for a novel. The protagonist, twenty-eight years old, writes to his mother who cannot read. He is nicknamed Little Dog. In his letter, he tells of his family’s history that began before he was born. It is about the damaging impact of the Vietnam war, how his family has to struggle to forge a new future. And it also tells of his life that his mother has never known. From the narration in the first person’s voice, we know that the protagonist who is now a writer, was brought up by his mother who suffered from post traumatic stress disorder. His mother, Rose has left her abusive husband to begin life in Hartford, Connecticut. She works at a nail salon.Little Dog’s grandmother, Lan also lives with them. Lan escapes an arranged marriage and marries an American soldier when she is expecting Rose.
Little Dog is empathetic of his mother’s sufferings though she behaves like a monster when she gets violent. He reads that parents suffering from PTSD are more likely to hit their children. ‘Perhaps to lay hands on your child is to prepare him for war.’When he is ten years old, he tries to run away from home. Lan looks for him and tells him that his mother loves him but she is sick in the brains. He learns that he’s called Little Dog because “To love something … is to name it after something so worthless it might be left untouched — and alive.” When he is thirteen, he stops his mother from hitting him.
Vuong’s prose is beautiful.
‘Memory is a choice. You said that once, with your back to me, the way a god would sasy it. But if you were a god you would see them. You would look down at this grove of pines, the fresh tips flared lucent at each treetop, tender- damp in their late autumn flush. You would look past the branches, past the rusted light splintered through the brambles, the needles falling, one by one, as you lay your god eyes son them . You’d trace the needles as they hurled hemselves past the lowest bough, toward the cooling forest floor, to land on the two boys lying side by side ,the blood already dry on their cheeks.’
When he is working at a tobacco farm, he meets Trevor who is older. Trevor is addicted to prescriptive drug . When he finds out that Trevor has passed, he is in a class. Trevor dies at twenty-two due to ‘an overdose from heroin laced with fentanyl‘.
In his voice,
‘I did not tell anyone I was coming. I was in the Italian American Lit class at a city college in Brooklyn when I saw, on my phone, a Facebook update from Trevor’s account, posted by his old man.Trevor had passed away the night before. I am broken in two, the message said. In two, it was the only through I could keep, sitting in my seat,how losing a person could make more of us, the living, make us two.’
The writer also writes :
‘ I know. It’s not fair that the word laughter is trapped inside slaughter.‘
He hears Trevor’s voice. You should stay. Little Dog is going to a college in New York. They meet to say goodbye. They go to a diner for waffles. In his voice,’I didn’t know that would be the last time I’d see him’.
The protagonist and his family live with the memory of the war.The present is always intertwined with the past. ‘Whether we want to or not, we are travelling in a spiral, we are creating something new from what is gone.’
Ocean Vuong‘s debut is autobiographical. It is a moving story about familial love, identity, desires and impermanence. On Earth We’re Briefly Gorgeousis nota read you can devour in one sitting as its prose is melancholic and poignant. I read it in small doses. The book title reminds me of the song ‘Dust in the Wind’ by Kansas.
In 'The Family Chao' by Lan Samantha Chang, for years, the Chao family runs the best restaurant in Lake Haven, Wisconsin. Dagou aka William Chao often wishes that his dad were dead. When tyrannical patriarch Big Chao is found frozen to death in the family's meat freezer, the community turns its attention to the three Chao sons. Dagou who is the eldest son, is a talented chef, presupposed heir to the business but his dad , Leo Chao is dogmatic and constantly berating him. He hopes to be made a partner in Fine Chao restaurant that is now solely run by his dad. His mother, Winnie, Leo's long suffering wife has moved to the Spiritual House, a Buddhist monastery located in a defunct school gymnasium. After years of emotional abuse and hard work, she flees. She no longer cares about her possessions. She wants to leave everything to the spiritual house.
It is nearly Christmas, Dagou is planning a lavish Christmas party for the restaurant regular customers and the community in Haven.
Ming, their middle child has left Haven, is now a successful trader in Manhattan. Years ago, he swore to everyone that he would never to return to Haven for Christmas.'He would never again deplane into a white tarmac of nothingness, never again slog knee-deep without boots across the airport rental lot under the frigid sky. Never again lay eyes upon the childhood street in winter, with its modest houses feebly outlined in strings of coloured lights. He told everyone he would rather spend the holiday in New York, alone in his apartment, than return to this godforsaken heartland of deprivation.'
James, their youngest son, is a first- year college student. At Union Station, he's stopped by an elderly Chinese man asking him which train to take. 'James has lost his Mandarin, forgotten the language as a toddler with two older brothers teaching, loving, and tormenting him exclusively in English. Only from time to time, when he's not expecting it, will a spoken phrase of Mandarin filter to this innermost chamber of his ear and steal into his consciousness.' The old man is in his seventies, close to his father's age. Together they manage to figure out where the man wants to go. When James begins to lead him to the train, he falls down a set of stairs and dies. As the EMTs neglect to take with them the old man's blue carpetbag, James decides to take it with him.The man's tragic death, and his bag picked up by James, become a matter that is relevant to the development of the story .
At Winnie's request, all the three sons will be gathering for a meal at the Buddhist temple. Dagou prepares the vegetarian luncheon to be attended by his mother,brothers, the nuns, and the abbess, Gu Ling Zhu Chi. He hopes that in the presence of these attendees, he'll be able to convince Leo to make him a partner of Fine Chao. But Leo is not a man to be shamed into giving anything away.
At the luncheon, sitting amongst the nuns and the vegetarian meal they've prepared, Leo asks, '"Why no meat? Why 'cessation from desire?"Leo continues, heaping pea greens on his plate.
"I love my desires. They belong to me, and so I listen to them, I believe them, and if I were a smart guy, like Fang here"-he shoots a glance at Fang, who blinks behind his glasses ..." I would take notes. I want them to flourish and multiply.So, if you think the point of life is cessation from desire, then you and I are mortally opposed......"'
Dagou is angry at his father and he also wants to impress his new girlfriend, Brenda, who claims that she wishes to marry for money.He thus tries to prove to her that he has money by cooking the most extravagant and decadent Christmas dinner he can imagine. His ex-fiancée, Katherine, who was adopted by white parents from an orphanage in China, remains close to the Chaos. Her continuous presence and attachment to the Chaos infuriates Ming who somehow feels conflicted when he finds Catherine attractive since he has also sworn off Asian women.
Dagou is elated that the Christmas dinner party at Fine Chao is a success and Brenda is suitably impressed. But his happiness is short lived when his father is found dead in the restaurant freezer. He becomes the primary suspect and together with the help of his brothers and the two women who love him, Leo's attorney friend,Jerry Stern tries to prove that Dagou is innocent. He may have expressed explicitly his intention to kill his dad in the way he is now found dead, he has not killed his father. Someone else has wilfully removed the key from the meat freezer that has long proven to be unsafe but Leo has refused to upgrade.
The Chao brothers are caught between their family melodrama and how the community in mid Western America view them. They find themselves having issues identifying where they belong: they are born non-white American, and they are not Chinesehaving never lived in the place their parents migrated from, now they have to reckon with the legacy and turbulent past of their parents for their future survival.
James is unlike his older brothers. He tells his father that he is not ambitious and he just wants an ordinary life. Here is a description of James.
'He remembers telling his father, in what now feels like another life, of his desire to be small, to be a part of something larger than himself. Throughout the trial, but especially today, as the moment for him to testify draws near, he has felt like a tiny creature approaching the enormous machine of justice, with its wheels juddering, ready to crush his life as well as those ofhis brothers.'
'Isn't every family a walled fortress of stories unknown even to its neighbours?'
-The Family Chao, Lan Samantha Chang
The Family Chao is a plot driven story and Chang's characters are well portrayed. The Family Chao' a debut by Lan Samantha Chang is an engaging read. While the novel is about siblings and familial love, it contains a murder mystery and a courtroom drama. I understand from reading several reviews of the novel that Chang has structured her novel following some of the outlines of The Brothers Karamazov , the Russian classic by FyodorDostoevsky.
You wake up with the answer to the question that everyone asks. The answer is Yes, and the answer is Just Like Here But Worse. That’s all the insight you’ll ever get. So you might as well go back to sleep.
You were born without a heartbeat and kept alive in an incubator. And, even as a foetus out of water, you knew what the Buddha sat under trees to discover. It is better to not be reborn. Better to never bother. Should have followed your gut and croaked in the box you were born into. But you didn’t.’
The first two paragraphs of The Seven Moons of Maali Almeida by Sri Lanka’s author, Shehan Karunatilaka are captivating. This is the voice of Maali Almeida, thirty-four years of age, who is now dead and his dismembered body is sinking in the Beira Lake. He has no idea who killed him. He was working as war photojournalist and until recently he did work for the Associated Press, and various news agencies. He accepted gigs from government officials, human rights organisations, foreign journalists and possibly spies. He also worked as a fixer and he has taken photographs that nobody wants to see. His full name is Malinda Almeida Kabalana.
The story is set in 1990, Colombo. Maali Almeida is a closet gay and he is also a gambler. He shares a house with Jaki and her cousin Dilan Dharmendran (DD), a lawyer whose father is Minister Stanley Dharmendran. He has a sexual liaison with DD and the affair is hidden from Jaki and DD’s father. Together with DD and Jaki, Almeida’s mother reports to the police that Almeida is missing.
Maali is caught in the liminal space between life and the unknown that lies beyond. He has seven moons ( seven days and seven nights) to try to contact his housemates, DD and Yaki and lead them to the photos that will rock Sri Lanka. He has shot thousands of photos , including ‘photos of the government Minister who looked on while the savages of ’83 torched Tamil homes and slaughtered the occupants‘. He has taken portraits of disappeared journalist vanished activists and images of ‘killers of actor and heartthrob Vijaya and the wreckage of Upali’s plane on film‘.These photos are kept in a white shoe box hidden under his bed. Almeida wants his friends to develop the photos and show to the world the brutalities of the civil war in Sri Lanka.
In his afterlife, there are also counters and confusions just like the living world with all that bureaucratic process to go through. He meets Dr Ranee Sridharan who holds a ledger book telling him that he has seven moons to reach The Light and cautions him that the In Between is filled with ghouls and demons who draw power from your despair and he must not gift it to them. To reach The Light, Maali first has to have his ears checked and bathe in the River of Births to have his mind erased. He meets the Dead Atheist who has been stuck in the In Between for over a thousand moons and the latter advises him not to follow the thing with the hood that turns out to be Sena Pathirana who wants him to reject the promise of The Light and join him in seeking vengence on their murderers. Sena was JVP organiser for Gampaha district, now dead and still talking revolution. Maali wants to learn from Sena a In Between who can whisper to the living. He needs to tell Jaki to find the photos. Sena says to Maali,
‘Every soul is allowed seven moons to wander the In Between. To recall past lives. And then ,to forget. They want you to forget. Because , when you forget, nothing changes.’
The world will not correct itself. Revenge is your right. Do not listen to Bad Samaritans. Demand your justice. The system failed you. Karma failed you. God failed you. On earth as it is up here.’
The good doctor, Dr Ranee shouts that these are false words and says :
‘ Revenge is no justice. Revenge lessens you. Only karma grants what is yours. But you must be patient. It is the only thing you need to be.‘
He wants to know what The Light is.
Dr Ranee says ‘Whatever You Need It To Be‘. The good doctor is championing The Light because the In Between is congested. She says this to Maali,
‘I was obsessed with justice, with protecting the powerless,with my students, with the plight of Tamils. I didn’t see my daughters grow up. I squandered by my marriage. All for what?’
The narratives juxtapose between scenes from the imaginary realm of ghosts with Buddhist insights, Hindu mythology and scenes from the living world. The story is set against the volatile political climate in Sri Lanka in the 80s.
Shehan Karunatilaka‘s narration is witty and peppered with dark humour. Here are some excerpts :
‘ Lankans can’t queue. Unless you define a queue as an amorphous curve with multiple entry points. This appears to be a gathering point for those with questions about their death. There are multiple counters and irate customers clamour over grills to shout abuse at the few behind the bars. The afterlife is a tax office and everyone wants their rebate.’
‘All stories are recycled and all stories are unfair. Many get luck, and many get misery. Many are born to homes with books, many grow up in the swamps of war. In the end, all becomes dust. All stories conclude with a fade to black.‘
‘Dr Ranee Sridharan of Jaffna University famously mapped out the ecosystem of a Tigers terror cell and of a government of a Tigers terror cell and of a government death squad. Those with dirty hands are unconnected to those in power so those in power could blame whoever they chose. The good doctor used your photos in her book without permission. She was shot while cycling to a lecture. Probably more for speaking out against the Tigers than for stealing your snaps‘
‘When you fantasised about heaven, you thought you’d be greeted by Elvis or Oscar Wilde. Not by a dead professor with a ledger book. Or a murdered Marxist in a cloak.’
‘ They say the only thing worse than being talked about is not being talked about. That may be true of Irish playwrights in jails but not of dead fixers in the East. The darkness falls and all you can hear is the din of your name being rolled on tongues and spat upon.’
‘You never wished to be famous. Despite the absent father and the indifferent mother,that adolescent fantasy never entertained you. You never sought popularity, though out in the war zone whenever you donned that red bandanna that is precisely what you got. You tried to be no one’s friend and ended up being everyone’s . You wonder if the news has travelled to the north and east and if you will be transported there, should anyone mention your name. Everything in the afterlife seems to come with a radius and a barricade.’
‘Don’t try and look for the good guys ’cause there ain’t none. Everyone is proud and greedy and no one can resolve things without money changing hands or fists being raised.
Things have escalated beyond what anyone imagined and they keep getting worse and worse. Stay safe, Andy. These wars aren’t worth dying over. None of them are.’
The Seven Moons of Maali Almeida is full of insightful observations about human condition, philosophy about living and the cruelty of wars. The conversation between Dr Ranee and Maali is candid when the latter confronts her about stealing his photos for her articles without his permission. Dr Ranee was killed in 1987.
Maali learns to harness wind and ‘if you catch the right wind, it can take you places. Though rarely to the doorstep of where you need to go‘. He never got along with his mother and he heard his mother telling Jaki and DD that he had blamed his mother for everything when his father left. He is surprised to see his estranged mother weep. At first he wishes that’ he could appear before her, if only to embarrass her and tell her the odds of surviving a plane crash and the odds of surviving an STF abduction are exactly the same thirty-eight percent.’ Finally he decides to do the opposite. In his voice, ‘ You decide right then, better late than never , a few days after your sudden death, to let her be.’
Now will Maali find his killer? He has a week that is to say, seven nights, seven sunsets to find that out, to show his photos to the world and more importantly to reach The Light.
Shehan Karunatilaka has cleverly written a thriller that reminds us about the horrors of civil war and civic unrest. The Seven Moons of Maali Almelda was the winner of the 2022 Booker Prize.
Helga’s Folly in Kandy, Sri Lanka 25 December 2018
Where is the line between thinking that you are special and yet you are not that special? Who do you think you are? We do not want to become merely cogs in the system, so we create our own purposeful existence that is otherwise devoid of meaning. Trials and tribulations are part of life and they can either humble you, crush you or help you grow. When things go wrong, it is hard to believe that failures happen for the better. The thing is we take for granted that things are right most of the time , and yet whenever things go wrong, we feel overwhelmed and terrible. Things do not always go our way. We just have to be thankful that things do go our way, we cannot win them all.
In Tracy Flick Can't Win, a fiction by Tom Perrotta, there are two characters who once thought they were more important than other people.
Vito Falcone was 'well-known and widely respected in some quarters, He'd played in the NFL for three seasons, - not a superstar, but he'd shown a lot of promise until a knee injury ended his career --- and he'd stuck with the game after his retirement, becoming one of the most successful high school coaches in central Florida. He was an alpha dog, the guy who gave the orders and let you know when you fucked up. The world was like this : you apologized to Vito ; Vito didn't apologize to you. Nobody else in the church basement had any idea what that felt like, or how hard it was to surrender that kind of authority. '
Vito Falcone is a recovering alcoholic and he is presently attending his weekly sessions at the church basement. He is ready to make amends to those people he had hurt before. He finally realises that he is not that special and that he is quite messed up. As it happens, Green Meadow High School, his alma mater is setting up a Hall of Fame and he is going to be honoured and inducted into the Hall of Fame. He has hurt too many people, someone from school is planning a vengeful act. Things are not going to be pretty.
Tracy Flick is smart, industrious and ambitious. She is the Assistant Principal of Green Meadow High School. She had dropped out of law school to take care of her ailing mother and she is feeling stuck in her forties. When the school's long time Principal announces his retirement, she is elated by the opportunity to claim the top job. Will she get the board and the Superintendent to endorse her? She has been told by the newly elected President of the School Board that she is the overwhelming favourite and at the first round interview, she had made the case for a Flick administration.
Tracy has a ten-year-old daughter who is 'greeted with fanfare of happy shrieks and joyful shimmies from the other girls' when she gets dropped off at school for soccer camp. Tracy had 'never been like that as a child, a valued member of the pack, showered with affection, protected by the safety of numbers'. Unlike her daughter, Tracy had always been a party of one as a child, and she had possessed this conviction that she 'was destined for something bigger than they were, a future that mattered'. Sadly, she no longer believes that anymore.
Tracy Flick muses, ' It had been an adventure, growing up like that, knowing in my blood that something amazing was waiting for me in the distance, and that I just needed to keep moving forward in order to claim it.'
Tracy was a high achiever in school.
In Tracy Flick's voice,
' Coming in second too many times is tough on anyone's self-esteem, but it was especially hard for me, because it brought back memories I'd prefer not to dwell on. Back when I was in high school, I lost an election for President of the Student Government Association because a teacher - our civics, instructor, if you can believe that - tampered with the votes.
It sounds crazy, but it's true.This crooked teacher - a man I'd liked and respected and learned a lot from - wanted my male opponent to win so badly, he tossed two ballots into the trash, turning me from a winner into a loser. That's how close it was - I won by a single vote -which was humiliating in and of itself, because I was so over qualified for the job it was ridiculous I 'd been preparing to run for President ever since middle school and probably even before that. I'd climbed my way methodically up the ladder of Student Government - Homeroom Representative as a freshman, Secretary the following year (highly unusual for a sophomore), and then Treasurer as a junior - putting in the time, doing the work, earning the trust of my fellow students. Or at least I thought so, until half of them stabbed me in the back by voting for my completely unqualified bu super-popular rival.'
Tracy graduated Phil Beta Kappa from Georgetown, and worked as a congressional intern for one summer. She started law school at Georgetown as she saw herself as a budding prosecutor. She likes rules and laws. She believes in order and justice. But she had to drop out of law school because her mother was diagnosed with MS and she had gotten very sick. Her neighbour the Del Vecchios had been helpful and one day they had to go and meet their new grandchildren so Tracy had to come home. She had to find temporary work to keep them afloat. She first worked as a market research associate when she had to harass people at the mall asking them a few questions about athlete's foot. She tried a few other jobs and finally landed with substitute teaching. She finally feels like her 'true self again, and not just an anonymous cog in a commercial transaction'.
In her voice : ' School had always been my chosen arena, the place where I shined the brightest. I still remember my first day on the job, standing in front of an Algebra 2 class in Grover Township, writing Tracy Flick on the board like an autography. It felt like homecoming, like my exile was over.'
Tracy is disappointed with herself. While she accepts that she did the best she could , she muses,
'But I desperately wanted to go back in time, to find the girl I used to be and tell her how sorry I was for letting her down, that fierce young woman who never had a chance, the one who got crushed.'
Tracy Flick Can't Win is a sequel to Election where Flick was portrayed as an overly ambitious high school student. Election was made into a film in 1999 and Reese Witherspoon had rave reviews acting as Tracy Flick.
Tom Perrotta's style of writing is straightforward and effective. In Tracy Flick Can't Win, the narratives are in various characters' voices so you get to hear from the first person's voice about their personal views and what is going on in their lives. They are not particularly likeable characters but they feel real.
In Tracy Flick Can't Win, a fiction by Tom Perrotta, there are two characters who once thought they were more important than other people.